Lost

I think I'm lost.


Just Kidding.


I know I'm lost.

I'm drowning in a world full of demons and sharp spikes. I don't want it to be this way but there is no way out. Everyone says theres always a way out but thats false. Once you've buried yourself so deep there is no light at the end of the tunnel or however that cliche goes. 

I'm drowning in a world full of broken hearts and glumness. I know I'm not the only one, which is probably why I help others instead of myself. I don't want them to feel the way I do. My mind has succumb to all my insecurities and flaws so that when I look in the mirror the only words that form are ,"ew."Sometimes I like to think its because my heart lacks love and affection, so I've never learned to love myself. But most times it's because its the truth

Im drowning. Yet I don't want help. So don't try.

Sorry for being negative.

From now on my posts will be positive.