or at least the only music I could hear
It played softly from my iPhone speakers as
my best friend and I tried to look for a deeper sadder meaning
It reaked like weed
He was so stoned
Like sooooo stoned
And I was so drunk
Like sooooo drunk
All of a sudden the "NON ROMANTIC" experience came to an end
A flash light blared in my eyes
and I could see a small shiny badge
This person was not a sophomore
He was an old assholic man
I ran inside
He said stop but i just kept running
I was a foot away from the door
I had done this before so there was no hesitation
I was having semi heart palpitations
but it was oddly calm
it wasnt as bad as last time
partially because this time there was absolutley no reason for them to come
I texted my friend for a ride
Im so inconsiderate
if he came and got caught he couldve gotten his liscense away
I apologize
Yet i really had no other choice
I had no ride home and I was stuck in a bathroom with 5 other people who had no ride home
Parents were yelling
Names were being written down
Secrets were being shared
Texts were being sent
I got a ride home
All i wanted to do was to talk to my friend
Its weird I always want to when im intoxicated
I think he reduces my stress
We talked
I said weird things
i hope he has fun with his other friend