I just realized how passive I am.
I'm ashamed.
Life is like a cage. Unless you know what you want, you're kept behind bars. Bars that don't budge or break. Bars that make you feel worse and worse about yourself each day.
You think to yourself maybe one day, just one day, someone will come and open that cage for you.
I ignore people when I'm mad. I also tell them things that I think will hurt them. Thinking they will care, but they don't, so I stop ignoring them and instead ignore my inner feelings.
Because of this I have suppressed almost everything I have felt, good or bad.
I'm sorry for that. I really am.
ugh
i want to say something but i can't because its gunna come out wrong. or its not gunna deliver the message i want to say!!!!
P.S. if you're reading this i told u it was about that person because i was mad for some reason. Im not saying it wasn't about that person, but I'm saying i wished i kept it to myself cuz i think i hurt you and i don't want to hurt u EVER! Plus it doesn't matter that it was about that person bcuz that person is insignificant to me. because ur one of the few people i care about and genuinely like.
P.P.S. That turned out waaaaay too personal than i wanted