My eyes have never looked more swollen in my life.
Its weird.
I don't like it. But I'll embrace it.
I'm trying to think about how I feel but I can't tell exactly. Maybe I just feel so many emotions at once that Im to fluster to depict the significant vs. the insignificant.
I remember the night I felt complete. It was a while back actually. Except I reminisce about it quite frequently. I like to call it "the best night of my life." Although I was intoxicated I've never felt more alive in my life. Partially because my dream, for once, became my reality.
I know it will never happen again. I know that what I felt could never be felt again unless with that person. I don't really car though anymore. I've accepted it. But I still am left with the cruel words of "What-if?"
Mind altering narrative by the way.