You unintentionally let them walk all over you
You tell them everything is okay when its not
When actually the situation is so fucked up that you'll never ever forgive but you pretend like you do
You bury things down like everything else
You can seem like you don't respect yourself enough to stay mad
You realize that you're so alone that you can't let the people who hurt you the most out of you're life
Its so fucking embarrassing when you know you shouldn't forgive, but you do because you want to believe what their saying
Its so fucking embarrassing when you don't even like the person that much but you still need their presence so you forgive
God dammit
This happens so much.
You get run over constantly like a train track.
Each time you forgive its just more lies you're sending off to the world...
So think about it
Do you actually forgive?
Woah
That got really deep
But yeah