i'm thinking about you

yes, I know, this post has a rather creepy name. Try not to think about it. Please don't get mad. I tried writing a few posts earlier, however I gave up after restarting six times. I then contemplated the idea of sending you an email. Now, here I am again, trying to produce a somewhat 'good' blog post. I am out of ideas, my creative process is fried. I used up all of my creative oils this morning. I'll be good to go tomorrow. 

Second to most importantly, I traded for 1 pound (really 12 ounces) of organic coffee this evening. Unfortunately, my coffee supply is not bottomless, which I learned the hard way over this past weekend. When I realized that there was no coffee left, it felt as though I was trapped in a small room, for the rest of my life. Tears began to roll down my face and my thoughts became unorganized, along with being terrifying. Today when I bought the coffee, I felt a sensation of being brought back to life. Kind of similar to when Jesus is resurrected from the dead, so they say. 

I'm beginning to realize that there are already 14 "I"s within this short blog post. Feelings of narcissism are creeping upon me, however I know it is just my mind playing tricks. 

Most importantly, I had a really good time today. I know you weren't planning on hanging out with me, but it doesn't matter to me. Sometimes I say to myself "All things happen for a reason," the more I contemplate  this widely-used phrase (cliché) I think that it may apply to (y)our situation today. Also, you smelled really good. 

Lastly, I think that it is funny that you brought your homework in the forest. I kind of wish that we tried doing your homework in the woods, sitting on a log (without any ants).